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shiftybladesofcray ([personal profile] shiftybladesofcray) wrote in [community profile] e22021-08-16 07:38 pm

SENDER: @ nefelibata | RECIPIENT: @ All



To Whom it May Concern;

Let's assume anyone capable of receiving this message is, like myself, a captive on board this train. While nothing can be determined unequivocally, I've come to some conclusions that bear weight enough to consider.

Thus far, we are only permitted to advance upon the completion of objectives as set by an unknown puppeteer. This "clownductor" assumes an affable but absent persona, and so their true nature cannot be ascertained. The motives are paraphrased below:

1. Read the Instructions
2. Message another Passenger
3. Request Friendship with Another Passenger*
4. Assist a Dog
5. Retrieve Part of Your Person
6. Collect Seeds in Exchange for Personal Information


(*Meaningful connection is not required)

While each appears innocuous on first blush, they aspire to two functions: fostering connections and gaining intelligence. There could be strength in numbers if we come together as one, true, and sharing secrets can bolster such bonds, but let's not be fooled.

There's a strong possibility we are being set up for darker purpose. If on a future car, the motive becomes:

7. Murder a Fellow Passenger

Will it not be all the more devastating after we've bonded? Without hope, there cannot be despair. Despair can breed subjugation, a loss of self and morality, a weakness of character that's easily exploited by those in power. It can breed violence.

I've seen such games put into action myself. Anyone may turn on their fellow man if the correct pressure is applied. If there are sensible people among you, these notions may have struck you as they have me. I'm sending this now as a warning.

Do not play into their hands. They control our passage through the train. They may be watching us. We cannot assume they have our best interests at heart.

Conversely, even if you are able to stay your course? Never assume your neighbor can do the same. We are each uniquely strong and uniquely weak. A miscalculation may cost you your life.

I cannot say whether this is a dream, a simulation, or an alternate reality, though the latter requires tremendous suspension of disbelief. Regardless, we cannot assume that our actions on the train are without consequence. Act with caution, but most urgently, act with hope.

I appreciate your time in perusing this missive. I understand some find reading difficult. If you're so encumbered by your illiteracy, ask another passenger to read it for you. I will not be providing summation.

Thank you.

- Fukawa Toko


****ADDENDUM: Should anyone be approached by or glimpse a half white, half black bear, DO NOT ENGAGE. Contact me immediately and I shall deal with it.
soulshard: (Ardbert (112))

VOICE; un: ardbert

[personal profile] soulshard 2021-08-17 03:27 pm (UTC)(link)
[ By this point Ardbert's learned at least some of the basic functions of the "phone," if not all of them. It means that he's able to open the message and scroll all the way through to read it. While it's rather alarmist, enough of it hits close to home that he isn't going to offer quite the same concerns as others.

He's been manipulated by those watching from the shadows, treated like a piece on a chess board moved around to play to their will. Cylva had been caught in that trap as well. He knows much of despair, and the hope that follows if one is lucky enough to find it.

When he gets to the end and realizes who wrote the missive, he is a bit taken aback. The composed nature of this message doesn't quite match the harried girl he'd stumbled on in the forest.

His response comes as a voice call, because thus far that's still all he knows how to do. ]


Hello, Fukawa? My apologies if contacting you like this was not what you intended. Trying to compose messages on this device is still a bit daunting. I'm far more used to quill and parchment.

In any case, I did have a question. You mentioned you've seen something like this before. What did you mean by that?
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[personal profile] soulshard 2021-08-18 04:04 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Given how composed Fukawa had been in her initial message, Ardbert's taken aback when the voice he hears quivers with held-back (or already shed) tears. ]

Fukawa, have you been crying? What's happened?

[ There is genuine concern in his voice, if also some confusion. It seems to him that this girl is the sort who experiences emotions suddenly and strongly, given how she'd handled the korogus. But it would be impossible not to feel for her when she's putting herself down like this. ]

Can you tell me about the last time? Was it also on a... a train, like this?

[ Ardbert finds it hard to believe there isn't heavy use of magicks at play here, given how each car warps into something much larger than it can or should be. ]
Edited 2021-08-18 16:04 (UTC)
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[personal profile] soulshard 2021-08-19 08:00 pm (UTC)(link)
[ There are no trains quite like this where Ardbert's from, either. Only trollies. And while he could push past the reasons behind Fukawa's current mood, he doesn't want to do that. He can always ask her more questions about her past experiences when she's calmed down. ]

I imagine that for someone who hasn't seen the things you have, it would seem like madness or paranoia. It always sounds as if it's beyond the realm of possibility until it's happening to you.

[ He speaks from experience, but that's implied rather than confirmed. Ardbert isn't interested in making this about him. ]

As for the dog photo... it did seem as if that was a genuine mistake on his part. A good number of us have never used devices such as these before.
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[personal profile] soulshard 2021-08-20 04:29 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Even when...?

Fukawa's taking care not to reveal too much, and that's understandable if she believes they're being watched from the shadows. Ardbert can't help but feel the same, even if their concept of who might be behind all this varies wildly.

(A half-white, half-black bear? What was that about?)

Either way, he does seem to have succeeded in calming her down. He'll take it as one small victory. ]


I suppose I was looking for similarities in each of our experiences. I doubt what we each went through was identical, but there was plenty of what you said that I could relate to. [ More so than a lot of the other passengers on this train, it would seem. ] "Act with hope." And how did you come to that conclusion?
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[personal profile] soulshard 2021-08-24 06:46 pm (UTC)(link)
[ While Ardbert could describe some of his own experiences, he also can't say how much it applies here, unless this truly is some Ascian plot. Given how many people here seem to be from wildly different worlds, is it possible this goes beyond the fourteen shards that they know of? A good half of those fourteen have already Rejoined, and the Thirteenth had only a handful of survivors. The passengers of this train already represent far too many worlds.

For now, he focuses on what Fukawa has to say. She's trying not to implicate herself in this "game" she was forced to play in where the players were encouraged to do fatal harm to each other, but she's not doing a very good job of it. He won't point it out, if only for her comfort. (And because he is in no place to judge.) ]


The only way to win was to not play by their rules at all, is that it? [ If that applies here, then none of them have done a particularly good job of it. Ardbert's followed all the instructions given up until now. On the other hand, they haven't been asked to do anything morally reprehensible. (Yet?) ] Was it ever discovered who was behind such a sinister plot?
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[personal profile] soulshard 2021-08-30 06:34 pm (UTC)(link)
[ The whole world was watching? Ardbert can hardly understand how that's possible, let alone imagine what it would be like for someone who was directly participating. Maybe Fukawa had just been an observer, then, but somehow he doesn't think that's the case. There's a personal way that she talks about all of it, like she'd been there to experience it herself.

As she starts to back off for the subject, however, Ardbert realizes that he can't blame her. ]


My apologies. I didn't mean to dredge up something that's no doubt difficult to relive. [ He'll need to be more careful in the future. He still isn't all that used to talking to anyone who isn't Aria. ] To return to the subject at hand... you believe that something similar, if not exactly the same, could be taking place here? Or it's at least a possibility worth considering.
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[personal profile] soulshard 2021-09-03 03:46 am (UTC)(link)
[ A simulation? The word doesn't mean much to Ardbert, yet he takes Fukawa's explanation into consideration. The basic idea seems to be that their surroundings aren't real, even if they themselves are, and that it's only their consciousnesses that exist here. It would explain how he's miraculously come into a new body against all reason, though the fact that this place could fabricate things like hunger, pain, and tiredness beggars belief. ]

Some sort of sense, yes. I have no way to prove that's not the case, so you may be on to something. This train is also called the Existential Express, isn't it? That may be a clue as well.

[ There are quite a lot of similarities that Fukawa cites, however. It's enough to make Ardbert suspicious, and when she brings up the numbers he can't hold back on a sigh. ]

Yes, I don't suppose anyone has sorted out what those mean? It's all rather cryptic thus far.

[ He also can't quite shake the idea that it's only a matter of time before the truth of this train comes to light in a most unpleasant fashion. ]
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also wrapping!

[personal profile] soulshard 2021-09-07 04:45 am (UTC)(link)
[ Ardbert can't claim that he has any idea what a bikini model is, but he'll take her word for it.

As for the numbers, that's more or less what he expected. Thus far, he's found that his number seems to be on the higher end of things, and he doesn't know if that's good or bad. He's inclined to think it's bad, but there's truly no way of knowing. ]


In any case, I'll be sure to keep my wits about me. I appreciate the warning, Fukawa. Hopefully there are others who do as well.

[ With that sendoff, he ends the call, hopeful that he's made her feel at least a tad bit better. ]